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SORRY PEEPS,...

AM MOVING AGAIN TO A NEW HOME----i know...i know... 

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AM GIVING UP MY OTHER BLOGS TOO, INCLUDING MULTIPLY =(

I'LL BE GLAD TO HAVE YOU THERE =) 

my life parade

it's been so long that i haven't up-dated this blog... =(
anyway, decided to create the new one... so please visit my new account here lifeparade
i'll c u there then mates........... love this blog though

-care-
nina

100 facts bout Me !!

i read this in dimas' blog and i found it's interesting and wanting
to take the challenge to write down 100 facts bout Me... hahaha...

1. My real name is Alvia Yustina
2. being called as Nina since i was little
3. My aunties and uncles call me "Nok" or "Denok" means little girl in javanese till today
4. Got a new nick when i was in Undergrade, Ninja
5. Ninja means Nina Jawa hahaha...yeah yeah...
6. i cant draw a straight line even with the ruler !
7. wearing glasses since i was 9 years old
8. wearing contact lens since i was 16...
9. i have a very high eye minus... to shame to be mention!
10. i always get the first place when i was in elementary... very bright at that time, dunno where it's gone hahaha
11. i used to be a dancer, traditional dance and modern dance hihihihi... and won some competitions
12. i kicked my friend' d**k when i was 11 hahahahahaha!
13. i write diary since i was 9... and i still keep it till today, 5 of them muahahaha!
14. i played military games and act as general when i was 12 and asked my friend to be my soldiers!
15. i read japanese comics since i was 9 and still collecting it
16. i used to obsess to be a ballerina after i read Mari Chan !
17. i was in love with a guy when i was 12 and kept thinking bout him till he got married i was 20 something at that time!
18. i used to play electone well, now i forget hehehe never practice
19. i learn english since i was 9
20. i used to be a young radio dj when i was 14... nina and bonny show... the greatest memories muahahaha... nice!
21.once, i bought 5 packs of cigarettes and asked my best friend, yanuar 
to smoke them all in the class when i was 14 hahaha it was my effort to
make him quit smoking...
22. my volley ball team won the championship when i was 14 !! seriously 
i was good at that time...
23. i swore "BajingaN" at the first time when i was 11... in public space because of this boy kept teasing me... and i fell so terrible after that n asked for forgiveness hihihihi...
24. my first ambition when i was kid was being a policewoman !!!!! 
don't ask me why.... 
25. my teacher once called me "BouGenville" when i was 15, because of 
my bad bad bad hair cut!
26. when i was in junior high, my friends thought i was christian because of my name n look !!!
27. i joined choir when i was in junior high... n i can't even sing!!! that's why
 i always became a backup singer wakakakakakaka!!!
28.i nearly went to Malaysia for high school yet i casted in MUHI high school Yogya
29. i dated a guy for only 10 days when i was 16 because my friends told me 
that i was being used hahahahaha.... i'm so sorry.....
30. i never do my homeworks at home when i was in high school apart 
from English wakakaka
31. i learnt to drive when i was 16 and got my first driving license by then...
32. i applied for GADIS SAMPUL when i was 15 hahahaha.. 
definitely never be reckoned !!!!!!
33. when i was in high school i always went back home with the eggs smell 
in my birthday... for bloody three years !!!!!
34. i've got a fake rose from a guy in school in time he said he loves me !!!! FAKE ROSE with CHEESY PARFUME !!!!!!
35. i used to go to the gym EVERYDAY when i was high school... i've told u i was good at sport at that time !!! hihihihihi
36. my first car was blue baleno, i've got it when i was 17... 
the police number was AB8000KA
37. i always love surronded by friends and willing to be their clown !
38. my dress torn till my thigh when i tried to escape from class n i knitted with safety pin and got caught by my physics teacher and had to assist him 
teaching physics in my former bf class whom i've just dumped !!!! shame on me!!!!
39. AGAIN, my physics teacher detained my bag when i threw it through my class window
when i want to run from class... he just passed my class and saw my action !!!! yeah yeah yeah..... how u doin Mr. Basuki ??? =p
40. my friends considered me as a trouble maker !!! hehehehehe... n i believe so... =X
41. i had a fling when i was in Aussy doing homestay !!!!! n my friends called it
From Aussy With Love !
42. i wore shorts and sandals when i attended my friend's sweet seventeen b'day party hihihihihi 
and not to mention the lollypop !!!!! soooo... stupid !
43. once i was in 39 ranked out of 44 students hahahahahaha... at that time i knew i can be
a very very dumb person without trying hard hahahahaha!!!!
44. i love junk food.... from KFC to Pizza Hut !!! no doubt that my body full of toxic!!!
45. my boy' friends were berating me and pointing at me when they thought
 i made one of their gf cried! ahhhh c'mon guys.... grow up !!! i didn't even know tht girl !!!!
46.i had a girl' friends gank named Q*yut n it was soooo popular 
wakakakakakaka... ask them !!! 
47. none of my high school teacher believed when i accepted in UNPAD !!!! c'mon...
at least give me a credit.. i'm not that badddd.... rite rite ????
48. i didn't know where UNPAD is till Dimas told me...
49. and actually Dimas was the one who asked me to choose communication UNPAD... hey dim... my first choice was English litterature at UGM
50. oya.. this is thrill... i made the key answer for ENGLISH NATIONAL TESTs or known as EBTANAS
when i was in high school and it was distributed in all over Yogyakarta wakakakakakakak... i didn't realise at that time seriously... the night b4 my friend came to my house n asked favor for doing the english test, he said, just answer the question i'll come in an hour to collect... n in the morning i was surprised and smiled sooo wide seeing the test was precisely the same as i did the night before !!!
51. ...and... i made some mistakes hahahahahaha.... i realised it when i read again,
so sorry wasn't my fault.... hehehehehehehe
52. and it was the only good mark i've got from my EBTANAS 9,8 hehehehehe.... that's why i
wanted to learn English litterature... can't think anything else...
53. i started to eat veggies when i was in Bandung... well it is obvious Sundanese food 
what else could u expect apart from those green green leaves...
54.....hmmm, what else.... well i almost quit my uni and move to UGM before i found journalism is interesting !
55. i was so narcist and too proud being journalism student !!!! heck !! with the blue jacket hahaha with two white stripes that has a meaning profesionalism and idealism... hmmmm...
56. i found my soulmate when i was in uni... we shared many things by then... bed included hahahaha... nandy kuntjoro a fashion journalist yeahhhh baby go for it !!!
57. did i mention that i love Meteor Garden ?????
58. i dreamt i have somebody like Hua Ce Lei in Meteor Garden wakakakakakakakaka....
59. and did i mention i sang Sheila on 7 song in front of my senior in UNPAD ?????????
60. i'm a shopaholic !!! i know.... i'm trying very hard to quit
61.i love shoes.... i mean lovvvveeeeeee shoes... even i went all the way to Glasgow to find my dream boots !!!!! n i havent wore it till today !!!!!!
62. i'm very bad... very very bad on reading a map....!!!!!!! kucrit, agi and fitim have prooved it =D
63. i'm the biggest fans of FRIEND the series... i collect all the episodes and 
playing it oftenly especially when i'm down...
64. i used to be a FILIPPO INZAGHI biggest fans... i have his pictures, his posters, his t-shirt and i always call myself.. Ninanya Inzaghi muahahahahahahahahaahahahaha !!!!!!!!!
65. My second car is Corolla Altis AB 14 AY n i'm still driving on it till today.... nice sleek car...
66. i always get teddy bear when i date a guy... and i dunno why....
67. the man with the nice smell always turn me on.... and make me turn my head.... yeah...!!
68. My favorite male' parfume is....... cK be !!!!! looooveeee the smell so much...
69. ...and female parfume is Love by Sarah Jessica Parker
70. i love man with the nice smile and deep eyes..... hmmmmm.....
71. i'm a tea addict !!! from tong tji till whittard.... just love tea.... !!!
72. like to travel a lot, move from one place to another.... enjoying the new atmosphere...
73. i'm learning ALBANIAN.... =p
74. i've been away from home for almost 9 years...
75. i have a fish memory !!!!!
76. the hardest thing for me is to remember people' name !!!!!! i'm sooo bad at memorising...
77. i like to complicated things instead of simplify hehehehehehe... i just like the art of thingking wakakakakaka.... excuses !!!
78. i don't have any gown !!!!!! at all.... n i'm thinking to buy one...
79. my best friends usually call me MILI... cos i sometimes too slow to think because i like to complicated thing, again ... hihihihihi!!!!
80. i'm good at spinning the sounds and words... i think i born for it... -p
81. i like to watch romantic comedy films... though i never admit it hihihihihihihihihi...
82. i admire bono from U2 from things that he has done and hasn't... especially for humanitarism
83. i have corcern in social issues, religion and culture...
84. i hate people who has narrow minded !!!! just can't understand the way the think
85. i stand against poligami !!!!!!
86. i keep updating myself about middle eastern issues... this place for me is very exotic and have sumthing special that cannot be told...
87. i wanna have my own radio station one day like Radio 4...
88. i'm hard to trust people... but once i trust i'll give my life...
89. ....and one my trust is betrayed... that's it ! no other chance....
90. i don't like to live in Indonesia telling the truth.... i just want to go someday far away from this country yet keep promoting the culture n the resources... 
91. i am afraid of lizard !!!!!!! yaik....!!!!!
92. i enjoy jazz music... n willing to spend much money to buy fine jazz music cds 
and always want to go back to Henry Jazz Cafe Edinburgh !!!
93. i'm now writing a book... n hopefully it'll be finished by this year hehehehe... so longggg....
94. i'm in love with UK.... with so many reasons indeed !!
95. i'm internet addict!! damn can't live without internet at all.... i'm sooo depending on it...
96. the best place to hang out is BOOK SHOP !
97. i'm in love with someone who is younger than me !! hahahahahahaha... i better consider to start
applying anti aging cream hahahahaha!!!
98. i admire my father ! he is my role model... he is real n true for me.... 
can't wait to make him proud of me...
99. i manage equally well for being solitaire or arround others... there'll always something new i could learn...
100. the fact ??? i can write more than this !!!!! hahahaha it's just not enough to describe who really me... hahahahahahaha !!!!! the last fact i want to share... i love being in love with my bf !!!! =p

thank you for being patience and following this not so important facts hehehehehe....!!!




 

i'm straighT, am i ??

about ten days a go, i went to this media group company for a meeting... 
well interview to be honest..
while i'm waiting for this man i talked with this girl... pretty, smart, chic and outgoing one, she applied for graphic designer position... she started the conversation nicely and we laughed... then she asked me what i'm doing and what position that i'm apply for... then i tried to describing my recent job and why i was there coincidentally (well, how will i remember ? i applied this job on February sometimes  almost a year a go, through internet! and i definitely didn't put this job on my first list 
well at that time i didn't know that the salary is quite high hehehehe 
till they called me and offer this position)
Anyway, this girl gazed me and started to praise me... she said she amazed
with what i'm doing and she always admire a writer..bla bla bla.... then i fell awkward...
u know she's charming... has beautiful bright eyes hahahahaha! dudududududududududu.....

Thanks God i saved by this H n R man who asked me to get in his room n i finally could escape from this uncomfortable zone hahahaha! i'm straight...i'm straight.... definitely ! 

later on, the interview went well... the boss is comes from Liverpool hahaha yeah "U Never Walk Aloneeeeeeeeee" we didn't talked about this magazine or so but UK instead hahahaha... about geordy, mackem, northeast, liverpool, football and so forth... it was the coolest interview i've ever had...(wait, how many interview i've done ??? one with JP, two with Sampoerna and this is the third one i guess...) finger cross hope this one will suit on me ehm... financially hahahahahaha...


I'm StrAighT !!!!!

My CuriousiTy

i dunno about other people, but me n fitim we love to discuss a lot... anything...any issues... from very stupid, silly ones till the one which make my forehead wrinkle and force me to read more so then i won't look shallow hehehehehe.... and here is the issue that we mostly discuss these recent days about sunni and shia... yeah yeah... and telling the truth i dunno what these two denomination really are... here in Indonesia as i know there are lots and lots Islamic sects, the biggest are Muhammadiyah and Nahdathul Ulama... i know more or less about Muhammadiyah since i educated mostly by this organization =p and frankly, i don't get bother what really the clothes that moslem' is wearing as long as it is based on Quran and Al-hadits... well, i'm definitely not a scholar or ulama yet i believe i'm doing the right thing.. well we have to have a faith in ourself rite ? Anyway, the other thing that i concern is about the gap and the friction' sparked in between the sects and the inclination to blame others that someday will lead to the dissension soon or later... and actually it is happening now in the middle eastearn world... they are a fire between this sunni and shia... and here what i've got from the wikipedia to let u know :

Sunni Muslims are the largest denomination of Islam. They are referred to as Ahl ul-Sunna (Arabic: أهل السنة; "people of the example (of Muhammad)"). The word Sunni comes from the word sunna (Arabic : سنة ), which means the words and actions [1] or example of the Prophet of Islam, Muhammad. Sunnis are also referred to as Ahl ul-Sunna wa-l-Jama'ah (Arabic: أهل السنة والجماعة) (people of the example (of Muhammad) and the community) which implies that the Sunnis are the majority. They represent the branch of Islam that came through the caliphate, which started with Abu Bakr. Some Muslims would restrict the use of the term Ahl ul-Sunna wa-l-Jama'ah to those Muslims who basically follow one of the four orthodox schools of law (Hanafi, Maliki, Shafii or Hanbali) and one of the two orthodox schools of theology (Ashari or Maturidi). So by that criteria, some of the groups or movements mentioned below would not be "Sunni".


Shī‘a Islam, also Shi‘ite Islam or Shi‘ism (Arabic شيعة šīʿah), is the second largest denomination of the Islamic faith after Sunni Islam. Shias adhere to the teachings of the Prophet Muhammad and the religious guidance of his family (who are referred to as the Ahl al-Bayt) or his descendents known as Shi'a Imams. Prophet Muhammad's bloodline continues only through his beloved daughter Fatima Zahra and son-in-law Ali which alongside the prophets grandsons are the Ahl al-Bayt. Thus, Shi'as consider Prophet Muhammad's descendents as the true source of guidance while considering the first three ruling Sunni caliphs a historic occurrence and not something attached to faith. The singular/adjective form is šīʿī (شيعي.) and refers to a follower of the faction of Imam Ali according to the Shia ideology.

Shia Islam, like Sunni Islam, has at times been divided into many branches; however, only three of these currently have a significant number of followers. The best known and the one with most adherents is the Twelvers (اثنا عشرية iṯnāʿašariyya) which have a large percentage in Iran 90% and Iraq; the others are Ismaili and Zaidiyyah. Alawites and Druzes consider themselves Shias, although this is sometimes disputed by mainstream Shias[1]. The Sufi orders among the Shias are the Alevi, Bektashi, Kubrawiya, Noorbakhshi, Oveyssi, Qizilbashi, Hamadani and Fatimid orders and denominations. Twenty percent of Turkey's population is Alevi while Lebanon and Syria have a large presence of Druze and Alawites.




..... it is a pity that this great religion has to be stained by a group of people who declare themselves as the purest!

Rain !

in every life a little rain must fall...
....*sigh*
and... it's almost a year the season remain the same, the rain keep pouring... the ground has wet and muddy... the weather is chill... my body is shaking...
Lord, don't you want to draw a rainbow in this grey sky ?
the year has change, Master...
please wake up and may the sun shine in again...
... or have u forgot to put ur smile back into my face ?

i'm tired

dear God...i'm tired of this whirlwinding emotion...
maybe i'm not as strong as u expect me to be
please...God...
all i need is security and certainty...
that's all
that's all

i'm tired of this craziness... i'm tired being insecure... i'm tired of having this nightmare... i'm tired of being lost... i'm tired to flame this dream... i'm tired to deny the realities... i'm tired to play the trick... i'm tired of this jealousy... i'm tired being suspicious... i'm tired to act like detective... i'm tired to ensure my own self... i'm tired to wipe my tears... i'm tired of missing him... i'm tired to argue... i'm tired to shout... i'm tired to feel tired...
and
i'm tired to hurt you...




but i never tired to love u

Blast from the Past

What d hell is he doin ????????
i don't get what's on every man' mind ???
can't they living with one woman only...... for once ??????
is there any "fidelity" word on their dictionary ????

yeah you... bugger off....
please go away.... i have enough w/ u.... it was sooooooo over....
well i obsessed w/ u yeah true... long time ago... but not now...
not today... when i could really get rid of u ...
u r not more than just a loser for me...
go....
be happy w/ your life !!

Silver Line

somewhere.... over the cloudy sky that have been hanging above my head for some times.... God creates a simple happiness to warm up my heart.... love and friendship....

so glad for having my girls back last night.... nandy, kucrit, mpok and buncil.... after so long, we gathered back with all the glitter and sparking life... love u girls...

and , u also... my dearly fitim who always be there... (literally, THERE...) for me... thank my booboo...!

.... in the end i know... i'll through this darkness with the light in my heart...

no pain no gain

... dan ternyata semua ada harganya!
mau hidup lebih baik aja kok susyeeee bangetttt !!!!!!!


i know, i know... in the end we'll get what we pay for...